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Deal: My Three Decades of Drumming, Dreams, and Drugs with the Grateful Dead: My Three Decades of Drumming, Dreams, and Drugs with the Grateful Dead Hardcover – May 5, 2015
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The Grateful Dead are perhaps the most legendary American rock band of all time. For thirty years, beginning in the hippie scene of San Francisco in 1965, they were a musical institution, the original jam band that broke new ground in so many ways. From the music to their live concert sound systems and fan recordings, they were forward-thinking champions of artistic control and outlaw artists who marched to the beat of their own drums.
In the New York Times bestseller Deal, Bill Kreutzmann, one of their founding members and drummer for every one of their over 2,300 concerts has written an unflinching and wild account of playing in the greatest improvisational band of all time. Everything a rock music fan would expect is here, but what sets this apart is Bill's incredible life of adventure that was at the heart of the Grateful Dead experience. This was a band that knew no limits and Bill lived life to the fullest, pushing the boundaries of drugs, drums and high times, through devastating tragedy and remarkable triumph.
But at this book's beating heart is the music--theirs and others. Some of the greatest musicians and concerts were a part of the Grateful Dead's career, from sharing the stage with Janis Joplin, Bob Dylan, and The Who, to playing in the Acid Tests, The Monterey Pop Festival, Woodstock and Altamont. Bill's life is a chronicle of American music and pop culture history and his epic personal journey is one of sonic discovery and thrilling experiences.
- Print length400 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherSt. Martin's Press
- Publication dateMay 5, 2015
- Dimensions6.39 x 1.38 x 9.47 inches
- ISBN-109781250033796
- ISBN-13978-1250033796
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“Like any formidable memoir from a counterculture veteran, Deal: My Three Decades of Drumming, Dreams, and Drugs with the Grateful Dead is heavy on sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll. You know the kind I'm talking about: hotel after-parties that snap into orgies, acid trips that trail across decades and more than 2,000 concerts that begin in small clubs and lead to gigs alongside the Great Pyramid of Egypt.
But Bill Kreutzmann, founding drummer of the Grateful Dead, has produced more than just a tourist's guide. What emanates, maybe more than he intended, is a testimony to friendship and profound sadness when it abruptly ends.... The book is dense with acid trips and capers on both coasts and overseas. Dead fans will enjoy juicy stories. [Deal] reads like Kreutzmann is on the next barstool slapping your back between laughs.” ―Chicago Tribune
"A frank and revealing look at the group's touring adventures, complex interpersonal relationships and equally intricate music-making, and at Kreutzmann's own life, including his drug and alcohol issues, the inspiration of Native American chief Rolling Thunder and his mother's tragic suicide death." - Billboard.com
"Kreutzmann doesn’t mince words or pull any punches." - The San Diego Union-Tribune
"[Deal] offers plenty of insight, opinion, observations and analysis that are unique and of great interest to fans." - Houston Press
"A candid, freewheeling autobiography." - Philadelphia Daily News
"Admitting that Bill Kreutzmann will give equal space to the drugs along with the drums and dreams captures in a nutshell what made the Grateful Dead such a precious commodity all those years: they told the truth and didn’t try to hide anything. And that’s just what drummer Kreutzmann does, from page one." - The Morton Report
"What is different from other rock biographies . . . is Kreutzmann’s everyman observation. . . . It is a personal tale of universal intention told with humor and the sense of fun that was crucial to the experience of a Grateful Dead concert and the counterculture itself. Like the daily lives of every hippie freak (or an acid trip), it wasn’t always easy street, but it was always an adventure." - Counterpunch.org
"Kreutzmann is casual, matter-of-fact, unaffected and down to earth in a way that makes you feel you've known him for a long time. He can be blunt and brutal at times, but he always feels honest, which for me is the key to a memoir like this. He doesn’t sugarcoat and doesn’t make excuses. Being in the Dead meant lots of drugs, sex and mayhem, and the pages are laced with all of it." - VintageRock.com
"His informal style lends itself well to the increasingly fast pace of his life as he discovers the pleasure of music, his passion for playing and his abiding devotion to the Dead as they coalesced in the mid-Sixties." - GlideMagazine.com
About the Author
BENJY EISEN has written for Rolling Stone, Esquire, Relix and so on. He lives in San Francisco, where he is currently finishing work on his first novel, Oysterland. Upon completion of Deal, he cut a deal with Kreutzmann and is now his manager.
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- ASIN : 1250033799
- Publisher : St. Martin's Press; First Edition (May 5, 2015)
- Language : English
- Hardcover : 400 pages
- ISBN-10 : 9781250033796
- ISBN-13 : 978-1250033796
- Item Weight : 1 pounds
- Dimensions : 6.39 x 1.38 x 9.47 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #584,667 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #11,436 in Arts & Literature Biographies
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About the authors
NYT Best Selling Author BENJY EISEN has written for Rolling Stone, Esquire, Relix and so on. He lives in Sebastopol, California, where he continues to write, manage bands (including Billy & the Kids), and live out his rock 'n' roll fantasy. Tweets about life, the universe, and Phish: @benjy_eisen
William "Bill" Kreutzmann, Jr. (KROYTZ-mahn; born May 7, 1946) is an American drummer who played with the music group the Grateful Dead for its entire thirty-year career. He also performs with his own bands BK3, 7 Walkers and Billy & the Kids.
Bio from Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia. Photo by Marcia Wright (Own work) [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons.
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Customers find the book easy to read and enjoyable. They praise the writing quality as well-written and honest. The stories are described as fascinating, unique, and candid. Readers appreciate the insightful perspective and humorous humor. They also mention that the book provides a great history of the band from a candid and honest perspective. Overall, customers describe the book as beautiful and cool.
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Customers enjoy the book. They find it a fun read with a memoir-like quality. It's recommended for any Deadhead or anyone interested in learning more about the band.
"I don't read a lot of biographies but this one was terrific. A seemingly honest & open account of life with the Dead from a guy who would know...." Read more
"...sucks (who is Benjy and what did he contribute), but the content is amazingly, brutally and refreshingly honest. What a long strange trip Billy had...." Read more
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"...The definition of cool yet still approachable. His book, Deal, reflects this as well...." Read more
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"...All in all a great story, an easy read, & I managed to have a smile on during most of the read." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on June 30, 2023Bill Kreutzmann got to experience the cultural upheaval of the late 1960s and the aftermath over the decades that followed from a singularly unique perspective. He was the drummer for a Byrds-influenced garage band in the Bay Area called The Warlocks. By the end of 1965, they had become the house band for a series of events called the Acid Tests, which were centered around use of then-legal LSD. By the third Acid Test, they changed their name to The Grateful Dead and their hallucinogen-fueled extended improvisations quickly became a popular feature of their performances.
As the intersection of Haight and Ashbury in San Francisco became ground zero for the flower power movement, The Grateful Dead became synonymous with its free-spirited ethos. Auxillary percussionist Mickey Hart joined the band in 1967. His father Lenny Hart had a somewhat distinguished career in rudimentary drumming and had been hired on as the band's business manager. Mickey's interest in world percussion and polyrhythms was a major influence on Billy's technique. By 1971, Mickey's heroin use along with Lenny's embezzlement led to both Harts leaving the band.
As the hippie movement died off, the Grateful Dead turned their efforts towards perennial touring. The band's legendary pursuit of optimal live sound resulted in countless technical innovations. An exponentially growing songbook made setlists increasingly unpredictable, while expansive stretches of jamming remained a highlight of every show. They welcomed a new subculture of "tapers" to freely record and share tapes of the shows, building both goodwill with the audience and word-of-mouth promotion.
They became the most commercially successful live band in the world and largely held this position throughout their career. They had a late-stage radio hit in 1987 with "Touch of Grey" that added more ranks to their fanbase. In 1995, the (somewhat) unexpected passing of Jerry Garcia marked the abrupt end of the Grateful Dead after 30 years.
Bill Kreutzmann has always come off to me as a mostly unassuming person, not shy but not particularly attention-hungry. The definition of cool yet still approachable. His book, Deal, reflects this as well. He appears fully aware and appreciative of the good fortune he has had in his life. He gets real on some topics but does not express resentment or bitterness. He discusses graphic aspects of his life in sex, drugs and rock and roll without especially glorifying or apologizing for them. He offers insight into his technical evolution from capable pocket drummer to jazz fusion powerhouse that held his own alongside Tony Williams without getting bogged down in theory or jargon.
5.0 out of 5 starsBill Kreutzmann got to experience the cultural upheaval of the late 1960s and the aftermath over the decades that followed from a singularly unique perspective. He was the drummer for a Byrds-influenced garage band in the Bay Area called The Warlocks. By the end of 1965, they had become the house band for a series of events called the Acid Tests, which were centered around use of then-legal LSD. By the third Acid Test, they changed their name to The Grateful Dead and their hallucinogen-fueled extended improvisations quickly became a popular feature of their performances.An excellent read from an underrated musical phenom
Reviewed in the United States on June 30, 2023
As the intersection of Haight and Ashbury in San Francisco became ground zero for the flower power movement, The Grateful Dead became synonymous with its free-spirited ethos. Auxillary percussionist Mickey Hart joined the band in 1967. His father Lenny Hart had a somewhat distinguished career in rudimentary drumming and had been hired on as the band's business manager. Mickey's interest in world percussion and polyrhythms was a major influence on Billy's technique. By 1971, Mickey's heroin use along with Lenny's embezzlement led to both Harts leaving the band.
As the hippie movement died off, the Grateful Dead turned their efforts towards perennial touring. The band's legendary pursuit of optimal live sound resulted in countless technical innovations. An exponentially growing songbook made setlists increasingly unpredictable, while expansive stretches of jamming remained a highlight of every show. They welcomed a new subculture of "tapers" to freely record and share tapes of the shows, building both goodwill with the audience and word-of-mouth promotion.
They became the most commercially successful live band in the world and largely held this position throughout their career. They had a late-stage radio hit in 1987 with "Touch of Grey" that added more ranks to their fanbase. In 1995, the (somewhat) unexpected passing of Jerry Garcia marked the abrupt end of the Grateful Dead after 30 years.
Bill Kreutzmann has always come off to me as a mostly unassuming person, not shy but not particularly attention-hungry. The definition of cool yet still approachable. His book, Deal, reflects this as well. He appears fully aware and appreciative of the good fortune he has had in his life. He gets real on some topics but does not express resentment or bitterness. He discusses graphic aspects of his life in sex, drugs and rock and roll without especially glorifying or apologizing for them. He offers insight into his technical evolution from capable pocket drummer to jazz fusion powerhouse that held his own alongside Tony Williams without getting bogged down in theory or jargon.
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- Reviewed in the United States on July 27, 2015I don't read a lot of biographies but this one was terrific. A seemingly honest & open account of life with the Dead from a guy who would know. It was more comprehensive than I would have thought & he covers a lot of topics I wouldn't have expected to be included but was very glad to know. I have to compliment the co-author and very likely a team of archivists who were able to provide a lot of context & background facts to the various stories spread throughout this book. Several times I was convinced that there was no way in the world anyone could remember all of these great data points, especially after 30 years of dosing & purposely being over-served!
Many of the stories were hilarious, others sad, but all of them offered a genuine perspective you could both believe & appreciate. It was cool getting his take on various aspects of the scene, shows they played, people they played with, how they felt about things, & how they saw events from their perspective. Everything was described in a way that you could understand & also relate to & I was glad to be 'right' about things on several occasions. It was not surprising that after 30 years living & traveling with the same group of characters how relationships could sour over time. There were several opportunities to throw his fellow band mates & the various hangers-on under the proverbial bus but these topics were tastefully addressed & done without insult.
All in all a great story, an easy read, & I managed to have a smile on during most of the read.
- Reviewed in the United States on June 18, 2015I guess I need to start by admitting that I have been a fan of the Grateful Dead since I was a teenager in the late 1960s. I loved the music and still do. For me, August 9, 1995 was the "Day the Music Died". I've read several bios of the band including the books by Scully, McNally, Greenfield and, of course, Phil Lesh. DEAL, by Bill Kreutzman, the first, and for many of their most productive touring years, only drummer for the band, is the most unusual of these.
When I first started to read it, I wasn't sure if I would be able to finish it. Twenty or thirty pages in, the writing was so bad ("darn it!" - inside joke) and the chronology so jumbled that it was a struggle to continue. I was annoyed at Kreutzman's constant and banal use of phrases from Hunter's lyrics, over and over. And then a funny thing happened on the way to the end. I started to ignore the awful writing mechanics, the misspellings and all the other bad stuff that would normally get me to stop reading, and kept turning page after page as I realized that I was hearing, in his own words, what Kreutzman really thought about what was going on all those years. And the most amazing thing was the simple, brutal, honesty that pervades the recounting of the dozens of stories or parables that comprise most of this biography. There was no attempt to hide from the truth as Bill remembered it, no try at political correctness (I guess I should have expected that), nor any attempt to spare the feelings of his "brothers" playing in the band or in the various post-Grateful Dead era nor any attempt by Kreitman to justify himself or his behavior with respect to drugs, alcohol or women.
I learned a number of surprising things. Kreutzman didn't like most of Weir's songs, and was bored to tears playing the cowboy songs, even as he admitted to affecting (with the rest of the band) a guns and cowboy image during certain periods. Phil was bossy, both to his bandmates and to a number of authority figures. Mickey Hart didn't leave the band voluntarily because his manager-father embezzled money, he was kicked out by Billy himself as spokesman for the band because his drug use was out of control and was affecting the music. And despite raving earlier about how playing with Hart made him feel like a drummer with 8 arms and legs, Bill found out in 1971-1974 when Hart was gone that he actually preferred playing as the only drummer, and in fact tried to block Mickey from rejoining the band. Of course, he eventually comes around and says that doing the Rhythm Devils in the late 80's and 1990's was the high point of his drumming with the Dead, while admitting that many or most of the latter shows were not so hot near the end. Of Garcia he says not a bad word. Billy worshipped Jerry. So much so that he comes down really harsh on his old bandmates and John Kadlecik (who he declines to name) in Further for carrying on trying to play like the Grateful Dead with a guy who was "copying Jerry's stye".
Kreutzman has been married 5 times (so far). This was probably foreshadowed by his balling Phil's girlfriend one day on the communal 1960's, although it was she who came on to him as the story goes. Kreutzman was a serial cheater and a lousy dad. Son Justin spent most of his formative years living with grandparents. And his other kids didn't fare much better. Kreutzman is completely unapologetic and rather blasé about the serial marriage and divorces and the matter of his kids. He clearly was not aiming for points from the reader in his descriptions of these events.
And then there were the drugs. You thought you knew? You didn't. At one time or another everyone in the band (except Pigpen for whom booze was enough) had a problem with 2 or 3 or more of the worst of the worst including alcohol, cocaine, speed, opium, heroin, morphine, various pills etc. I don't include LSD, mushrooms or pot here because no one in the band ever got hurt really badly by those. But cocaine and heroin - what a deadly combo, that killed Brent Mydland and certainly contributed to the all-too-brief life of Jerry and landed, at a minimum, Kreutzman, Garcia and Hart (at least) in rehab multiple times.
So the writing and editing sucks (who is Benjy and what did he contribute), but the content is amazingly, brutally and refreshingly honest. What a long strange trip Billy had. I am certain that every Deadhead will eat this one up.
Highly recommended.
JM Tepper
Top reviews from other countries
- Mr. E. DicksonReviewed in the United Kingdom on January 24, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars What a life
This is a terrific read, about one crazy and very talented band
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Wilfried L.Reviewed in Germany on September 24, 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Geschichte der Dead
Das Buch lässt sich mit mittleren Englischkenntnissen gut und flott lesen. Die Geschichte aus Sicht des Autors ist chronologisch und detailreich aufgeschrieben worden. Viele Anekdoten sind einfach zu köstlich. Und Bill kann sich sehr gut an (fast) alles erinnern. Ich empfehle allen Freunden der Westcoast-Musik dieses Buch. Viele andere Bands und Musiker finden hier teilweise ausführliche Erwähnung. A joy to read.
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Client d'AmazonReviewed in France on June 26, 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars délais d'acheminement très satisfaisants, embalage tout à fait correct, état impécable
bon complément d'informations biographiques sur un groupe que j'apprécie énormément depuis des années
- Adrian Bermejo HuelvaReviewed in Spain on August 24, 2019
5.0 out of 5 stars lovely
amazing
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cahors olivierReviewed in France on June 12, 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Cool
Ce livre est génial. Merci Bill